tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post1515238504287676617..comments2023-10-12T19:06:01.281+11:00Comments on Indigo Dreaming: Is My Heart is Elsewhere?Cherylhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-39589371490885190732011-08-04T19:33:01.599+10:002011-08-04T19:33:01.599+10:00Thanks so much Julie. Today I explained to my hear...Thanks so much Julie. Today I explained to my heartbroken grandson that we had to make it 'our' friend. I suggested that if I don't let it bother me then he shouldn't either.<br />Now the question is 'How do I follow my own advice?'Cherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-6147958788173772342011-08-04T04:26:05.844+10:002011-08-04T04:26:05.844+10:00Chez,
I am filled with such sadness at what you ar...Chez,<br />I am filled with such sadness at what you are going through. As always, I wish for you all the strength you need as you move forward, and keep you in my thoughts & hopes.<br /><br />JulieJulie Goodalehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11409261967805631648noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-52378448821266851762011-08-02T22:41:36.056+10:002011-08-02T22:41:36.056+10:00Diane it is lovely to have you back; especially lo...Diane it is lovely to have you back; especially love your pics.<br />It does seem that getting my head and heart in order are essential for me.<br />These are difficult days in many ways...Cherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-5906147323737490982011-08-02T22:38:48.646+10:002011-08-02T22:38:48.646+10:00Beth it does go both ways. Thanks for being with m...Beth it does go both ways. Thanks for being with me on this journey. Love and gratitude..Cherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-51907358733512586612011-08-02T22:37:19.245+10:002011-08-02T22:37:19.245+10:00Diana, I believe it is quite on the cards that we ...Diana, I believe it is quite on the cards that we shall meet. I would love that!<br />These are certainly tough times with questions to which there are no answers, only more questions at the moment.<br />To undertake chemo goes against everything I have ever believed in so it is interesting as I have not had any 'better' offers.. haha<br />Your own experience has shown you the difficulties of the choices we make.<br />I do get so much strength from my cyber friends. Thank you for your support.<br />Love Chez xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-91365757021988944262011-08-02T22:31:36.814+10:002011-08-02T22:31:36.814+10:00Edwina, my dearest friend, the answers are there s...Edwina, my dearest friend, the answers are there somewhere, just a matter of seeking them out.<br />You know the saying 'Seek and you shall find....'<br />Live life, laugh and love always xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-38155755607459708222011-08-02T22:28:27.144+10:002011-08-02T22:28:27.144+10:00Barb my love and gratitude for your kind words and...Barb my love and gratitude for your kind words and the prayer. I do feel that I may have come across it previously although it means so much more having come from you.<br />I love the blogging community, along with fb and Memory-of. My cyber friends hold a very special place in my heart.<br />Don't be afraid to email me if you would like to keep in touch. I am still trying to work out how to use Dragon voice recognition software so in the meantime, things are slow as a one finger typist, especially as fatigue is a major problem.<br />Thank you for your welcome comment. Until next time...Cherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-55690191820646280182011-08-02T22:18:00.421+10:002011-08-02T22:18:00.421+10:00Kaz, maybe those that say I should not 'own...Kaz, maybe those that say I should not 'own' it are right. Stopped looking at it and using Barb's prayer for healing.<br />Stay strong my friend. Love and friendship always xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-9884184879431089012011-08-02T22:15:13.825+10:002011-08-02T22:15:13.825+10:00Sue it really does seem to be a time to let it all...Sue it really does seem to be a time to let it all 'sink in.'<br />The radiation oncologist will accept no responsibility whereas the medical oncologist, and also the wound care nurse, say it happens far to frequently. Trying to get a post together about yesterday's consult; it was very interesting.<br />Things do seem to have changed on the home front as I miss my family and, although I don't necessarily want anything from them, I would like to spend time with them and my grandchildren.<br />Feel it will work out though which is good.Cherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-35880632514893622852011-08-02T21:15:21.627+10:002011-08-02T21:15:21.627+10:00So sad to see the mess the radiation caused. I wis...So sad to see the mess the radiation caused. I wish there was a magic cure for you, you are such a brave person and putting up such a good fight. The phsyc sessions sound rewarding keep going if you can.diane bhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12002292118984909883noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-70095253644152047892011-08-02T02:51:00.937+10:002011-08-02T02:51:00.937+10:00Chez,
You are always near and dear to my heart, e...Chez,<br /><br />You are always near and dear to my heart, even though we are separated by physical distance.<br /><br />I am hoping and praying for you...Beth L. Gainerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08780737397716824019noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-54920218467004561662011-08-02T00:51:59.209+10:002011-08-02T00:51:59.209+10:00Chez, So very sad to see and read what you are up ...Chez, So very sad to see and read what you are up against...life is unfair to the best people sometimes..I wish I could understand why??<br /><br />You are brave and strong Chez...I think if going home is playing on your mind then maybe it's time.<br /><br />I bet your children would love to spend some quality time with you....as my mum used to say, "at the end of the day, all we have is our photo's and memories."<br /><br />I would love to meet you if you go back to country Vic, I shall be back in November and would love to give you a hug.<br /><br />You are always in my thoughts Chez,<br />sending love<br />Diana xDiana Doylehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17959587005117395783noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-50016277404589012022011-08-01T23:02:49.949+10:002011-08-01T23:02:49.949+10:00Cheryl, I am so sorry you have not seen an improve...Cheryl, I am so sorry you have not seen an improvement, or found the answers you are seeking.<br /><br />My thoughts and prayers are with you always~EdwinaEdwinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-46665294591098531162011-08-01T21:47:30.956+10:002011-08-01T21:47:30.956+10:00Chez I have been following your journey for months...Chez I have been following your journey for months now after I found you from another blog. When there is silence I worry about you, and am relieved when you reappear even though you are going through so much so bravely. <br /><br /> As others have said I send you gentle hugs and prayers. I am a 'sister in BC' and know just a little about your journey. I don't know how you feel about this but I am sharing a little prayer that uesd to help me a lot on parts of my journey - and still does of course although I am really 'lucky' at the moment. I don't know whether that is luck, really or God and a wonderful medical team woking together.<br /><br /> My prayer for you is -<br /><br /> Prayer for Protection <br /><br />The light of God surrounds you<br />The love of God enfolds you<br /><br />The presence of God watches over you<br />The power of God protects you<br /><br />Wherever you are God Is.<br /><br /> Written by James Dillet Freeman for soldiers in WW2. With your reading you may already know it.<br /><br /> I use it often, in tough times and in the good times, meditating or doing things that are big challenges and I immediately feel peace within me and radiate through me - and reassure, comfort and calm me whatever the circumstances. I hope it may do it for you sometimes too.<br /><br />Love and peace BarbxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-71270991952784782092011-08-01T21:32:36.593+10:002011-08-01T21:32:36.593+10:00So all the radiation specialist could say was Hmmm...So all the radiation specialist could say was Hmmmm?<br /><br />I am hoping that your appointment with the oncologist will be more helpful. I feel so bad as this monster takes over your chest.<br /><br />Whether you stay on your beautiful farm somewhat isolated but restful or with the rest of your family in the city must be a tough thing to decide.<br />You are in my thoughts.Sue in Italia/In the Land Of Cancerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11146373251097877539noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-32172423674341700122011-08-01T06:33:18.750+10:002011-08-01T06:33:18.750+10:00Chez as we talked the other day knew it had gotten...Chez as we talked the other day knew it had gotten worst but i had to look away,so sorry my friend.tears tears.You will find what is best for you and where you live.Wrapping my arms around you always.<br /><br />Love Kaz.xoKaznoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-88602266235628181652011-08-01T02:11:35.158+10:002011-08-01T02:11:35.158+10:00Hello again my lovely friend. Thank you so much fo...Hello again my lovely friend. Thank you so much for your continued support, and especially information regarding your friend.<br />I guess we all have our own belief system, depending on our journey and our struggles.<br />I do not believe that chemo is the solution to my problem and yet I know there is a solution.<br />Martha it is after 2am my friend and I have just done something stupid that saw me lose most of what I had written, I can only say it must not have been what was needed so I will sign off for now. Over and out lovely lady. Thanks for your presence in my life xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-27418972422679115312011-08-01T02:11:33.024+10:002011-08-01T02:11:33.024+10:00Hello again my lovely friend. Thank you so much fo...Hello again my lovely friend. Thank you so much for your continued support, and especially information regarding your friend.<br />I guess we all have our own belief system, depending on our journey and our struggles.<br />I do not believe that chemo is the solution to my problem and yet I know there is a solution.<br />Martha it is after 2am my friend and I have just done something stupid that saw me lose most of what I had written, I can only say it must not have been what was needed so I will sign off for now. Over and out lovely lady. Thanks for your presence in my life xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-24784515197532651032011-08-01T02:01:37.165+10:002011-08-01T02:01:37.165+10:00StonePost I do have 'other' aids in my ars...StonePost I do have 'other' aids in my arsenal. Time to bring out the 'big' guns.<br />Not sure what else to do?<br />Seems doing nothing is not an option. The journey could then be much worse.<br />I am not ready to subject myself to the rigours of chemo as there is no guarantee with soft tissue cancer potentially caused by radiation. The do the damage without having the solution. Interesting, isn't it?<br />Thanks for your thoughts and friendship xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-4136118417733266672011-08-01T01:52:47.676+10:002011-08-01T01:52:47.676+10:00Love and gratitude Rama. Keeping my end of the bar...Love and gratitude Rama. Keeping my end of the bargain xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-43438556612254923142011-08-01T01:51:54.442+10:002011-08-01T01:51:54.442+10:00Di, I know you are there and feel your love and st...Di, I know you are there and feel your love and strength. It is now almost 2am and I am up to your trick of staying up all night, except for a different reason. Only problem for me is that I eat and drink countless cups of tea.<br />I do believe every problem has a solution and it is up to me to find the answer to my prayers.<br />Thank you for your continued support my special friend xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-57876182993468442122011-08-01T01:48:03.076+10:002011-08-01T01:48:03.076+10:00WhiteStone this does leave me wondering just what ...WhiteStone this does leave me wondering just what happens to all<br />those research dollars? I simply cannot believe there is no medical solution to this medical problem.<br />Thankfully, God has the solution. In Him we trust.<br />Love and gratitude xoCherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-11066581870434378882011-08-01T01:44:24.446+10:002011-08-01T01:44:24.446+10:00Hey Audrey have worn out yet another pair of boots...Hey Audrey have worn out yet another pair of boots in my attempt to kick this monster back to where it came from.<br />The thing about it is that it does not discriminate.<br />I am sure that when the people at your Cancer Clinic said that they were referring to you.<br />Where there's a will, there's a way my lovely friend xo<br />Let's stay strong together..Cherylhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334065619837967170noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-59342365483740144932011-08-01T01:15:49.949+10:002011-08-01T01:15:49.949+10:00Cheryl my lovely friend from Aussie! I am so sorr...Cheryl my lovely friend from Aussie! I am so sorry this is part of your life now and dealing with this monster "thorn in the flesh"! I love your positive nature and I feel so helpless to you but as I told you before, I will continue to pray that you will find where you should be and what you should be doing as you listen to your heart! Certainly has blessed you so far in the journey! <br />I can only serve as a "crutch" as you believe also for the knowledge that you need so desperately! Please know that I pray for you to receive answers to your questions. Thank you so very much for last evening...I was so delighted hearing your voice! With great concern and compassion, xxLovexxHugs, Marthafire.hawksmomhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11150342523570771968noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6408624067334565368.post-77948952409826541252011-08-01T01:05:31.472+10:002011-08-01T01:05:31.472+10:00Wow, Cheryl, you are strong beyond belief! I woul...Wow, Cheryl, you are strong beyond belief! I would have gotten my medicine from the licquer store long ago. Doctors! They call them "practitioners" for a reason!<br />I think chemotherapy is a breeze compared to what you have been through. Would it work? I don't know. I would want to know the math involved first, the odds. It is not pleasant. I am so sorry you or anyone is faced with these choices.Jerry Carlinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10024087888949143035noreply@blogger.com